Touching Poem...

well..i don't know whether anyone of you are reading my blog but i read this poem from the website and i felt is really very touching and hope to share with you guys as it really tells out how i feel when I lost my daddy n grandma..perhaps this is what they wish to tell me after they left me...



I Want You To Know


A brief moment of darkness
was all that I knew,
before Heaven's Gate
came into my view.

Loved ones and friends
I had missed for many years,
welcomed me with open arms
and many happy tears.

All the hurt, fear and pain
that I have ever known,
is gone from my life,
I am finally home.

I gazed upon the Lord's
sweet smiling face,
and for the first time in my life
I knew and felt His grace.

I know that you miss me,
but please dry your eyes.
I will always be watching and loving you
from my home in the sky.

A cool breeze on your face,
a touch of light rain,
I will send as a reminder
that we will be reunited again.

Life on earth is but one
brief moment in time,
I am finally home,
Eternity is mine.

Cherish Your Love One

yesh yesh finali i m updating my blog d...sori for the late update ya coz i been slacking around...

time reali flies n i noe everyone is busy preparing for the cuming CNY n i am sure everyone is happy and can't wait to collect as many ang pow ya...and wearing nice new clothes ....but for me chinese new year don't seem to be a special or happy season for me...ever since daddy had left us,it will always felt empty n lonely without him...especially on the reunion dinner or when we went back to daddy's hometown...

life is really short and i always tell myself i must cherish everyone that i love...because god won't give you a second chance once u lost it...especially you see someone that can be so cheerful even though they have a lot of trouble or even sickness...
why am I saying this is because there's is something that i wish to share with you all ,that day I went hospital to visit mummy's friend and she had cancer for very long time but only on last year her condition become very serious.
I think when you all see her , you won't know that she has illness as she was really a very cheerful person and loves to joke around.

Maybe this is the way she can do so that she won't think how long she can live.I know doctor says that her condition is already at last stage but I do hope she won't suffer so much and really feel sad for her.

When I see her, i always tell myself must live like her so happily n cheerful.....

Merry Xmas~~~

yeah i am bac...n i noe tis post will be late but nvm ..i will just update abit ya...

finali finish my exam n my holidays was kinda short as my class start on next week d but still free lal till result cum out on february..

was kinda busy right after my exam as i went kl wf my family n den wf dear's family too n den went to singapore too wf my mummy n sis n also dear's family...

nw finali get to update abit my blog ya...yeah xmas is over d...n soon 2009 is gonna be over d...hmmmmm time reali flies n next year i will b 22years old d...but i havent even graduate yet

well..i gv myself a time limit...tt is if by june next year i still cant pass my paper den i will start searching for job d cz basicaaly i onli left 1 more paper but i m prepared resit another paper d...so was kinda stressed ya but hope everything will goes well for d new year 2010..!!!!!

actuali plan meet my gurls on last week but din get meet them,...sori sori ya...hope u gurls are free n let me noe ya...

oklal i will upload sum pics ya n till here...will update soonn kkk...
lastly hope everyone will hv a good year for d cuming 2010 n bless u all~~~~!!

i noe my blog wanna karat d but anyway if anyone tt reading my blog...patience ya coz i wont b blogging for quite a long time coz my exam is cumin soon n november will be my revision month so hv to gambateh for dec exam d....

will meet up wf u gurls after my exam kk..my exam finish on d 15th of dec..

yeah i noe still hv 1 month more but due to d classes i need to attend n amount of notes i need study..gosh..is reali driving me crazy..

especiali when i dun even noes wats d lecturer been teaching after 4month of lesson wf him...is like i been self studying...ahaha..oklal till here ya..miss u all so muchie~~~!!!

HapPy ANniverdary~~~

its been 7years we had been 2gther..yesh its on 13th october...s very special day for US~~~~

hopefuli everything goes smoothly for us n just wan tell u dear tt thanx for everything u hv gav me n love u 4eva ya~~~~!!!muakie~~~!!!

SeRa Bday~~~

i noe its abit late to update ya coz was reali busy wf classes coz havin extra classes too...
well..last sat sera was havin her bday party at her house but i din make it coz classes till at nites but meet up wf them on her actual bday at moet~~!!!yeah it was reali dun coz so long i din meet them d...so started to tok craps again..haha

miss my gurls so so much~~~!!!hoping to c them sOOn~~~yeah n ah lai gv me bac my precious pencil case...ahaha..oklal onli took few pics so dun say i din update d ar~~~

little sis & me

baby elyse~~~

naughty elyse~~wanna drink ice lemon tea/....
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look at bro in law expression coz d waiter reali very bad in serving us~~~!!!!

lovely mummy n her daughter~~~

huhu..time reali flies ya n now oredi october d...i remember tt it seem like yesterday still 1st of september n den oredi october d,...

anyway update abit wat i had been doin last weeek ya...went to singapore for daddy's relative dinner n is d 1st time for sg wedding dinner n is reali BAD!~~~bcoz d dinner started so late tt luckily we ate sumthin b4 d dinner...N also d waiter tt serve US reali reali bad....he dun even noe how to use d fork n spoon to tk for us~~~!!!n waiting so patiently for him n we r starving...den my uncle just tell him...let us take ourselves!!!d hotel shud at least train all tis ppl rite??anyway dun blame d waiter too coz i tink he is a part timer...!!

ok so den dear went bac to his turtle land d but he is cumin bac tis week again!!!yeah m so hapi But too bad i havin classes on d weekends n d cuming monday n tues also got class....!!gosh...m so scared now coz rev class wil b starting soon tt is on d Nov n exam on d dec d....!!!time for me to study reali hard d....n tis sat is SEra Bday party but i cant attend coz hvnin classes for d whole day!!.....

anyway tml will b daddy 2 Years ANniversary...seriously i still miss him so so much n