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hello..today is my 1st time blogging..thanx to alai..hehe..she told me that i can update her n frens by blogging..
wEll,today is a sad day for me..i just went to a fren's dad funeral.it was sad...
It reminds me of my dad..when i reach there i was afraid ..bcoz i dunno wat to say to my fren coz i noe how she feels n i scare i just cant hold my tears..so i just try control myself but end up crying..i shouldnt hav cry bcoz i should be thr for my fren to dun let her be too sad..everything is like a flash back to me..i start thinking my dad ..thinking i stood beside my dad n cried..
although is almost a year daddy gone but i still misses him alot..everytime after class i reach bac home or b4 i sleep,i will tink of daddy..thinking he owaz cum in my room n gv me pockect money n my bday is cuming but tis year is different..i dun hv my dad wif me..when i c my fren crying,i feel so sad for her n i understand hw she feels..
today me n mum watching de olympic den mummy suddenly said papa owaz say wna watch olympic but now he is gone..he got no chance watch..i noe mummy miss papa alot n i just hope i can get dream my dad again..i do miss him alot..
well..will try be more stronger for my mummy n all my loved frens n my dear..