Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Its all aBoUt Me & Loves One

Hmmmm....another 1week plus will be Chinese New Year and also Valentine's Day that falls on the same day as CNY...and this year will be a very special year for dear as his birthday was on valentine's day too...
So actually every year will be a very special celebration between us but this year even more special as it falls on the 1st day of CNY....

Was really busy with my research project so don;t have the time to get something nice for him as i really don't know what to buy for him...hehe...saturday will be meeting my mentor to show him my half done research and i hope i won't let him scold or nag..

Well,time really passes so fast and me and him will be celebrating our 7years 4months anniversary together...actually i have gone through so much things with him that I always tell myself I will stay stronger and happier for what i have been gone is not easy for him to stand by me all the time when i need him and bear with all my nonsence and bad temper..seriously I know that my temper has been getting worse for this few months...i know was going on with me...and i had sleepless nights for this few weeks...

Every nights,i just cant sleep and always wait till 2sumthin am only i will fall is really killing me if I every night like this...perhaps I am worrying too much on unnessary things...

I was worrying my results...I know my friends always tell me i can do it and really thanks to all my loved one that truly care for me and i will always love you all...!!!

Anyway I shall get back to my research already...well..I will update real soon if you guys always reading my blog ya...tag me if u all miss me...!!!muakies!!!

Touching Poem...

well..i don't know whether anyone of you are reading my blog but i read this poem from the website and i felt is really very touching and hope to share with you guys as it really tells out how i feel when I lost my daddy n grandma..perhaps this is what they wish to tell me after they left me...

I Want You To Know

A brief moment of darkness
was all that I knew,
before Heaven's Gate
came into my view.

Loved ones and friends
I had missed for many years,
welcomed me with open arms
and many happy tears.

All the hurt, fear and pain
that I have ever known,
is gone from my life,
I am finally home.

I gazed upon the Lord's
sweet smiling face,
and for the first time in my life
I knew and felt His grace.

I know that you miss me,
but please dry your eyes.
I will always be watching and loving you
from my home in the sky.

A cool breeze on your face,
a touch of light rain,
I will send as a reminder
that we will be reunited again.

Life on earth is but one
brief moment in time,
I am finally home,
Eternity is mine.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Cherish Your Love One

yesh yesh finali i m updating my blog d...sori for the late update ya coz i been slacking around...

time reali flies n i noe everyone is busy preparing for the cuming CNY n i am sure everyone is happy and can't wait to collect as many ang pow ya...and wearing nice new clothes ....but for me chinese new year don't seem to be a special or happy season for me...ever since daddy had left us,it will always felt empty n lonely without him...especially on the reunion dinner or when we went back to daddy's hometown...

life is really short and i always tell myself i must cherish everyone that i love...because god won't give you a second chance once u lost it...especially you see someone that can be so cheerful even though they have a lot of trouble or even sickness...
why am I saying this is because there's is something that i wish to share with you all ,that day I went hospital to visit mummy's friend and she had cancer for very long time but only on last year her condition become very serious.
I think when you all see her , you won't know that she has illness as she was really a very cheerful person and loves to joke around.

Maybe this is the way she can do so that she won't think how long she can live.I know doctor says that her condition is already at last stage but I do hope she won't suffer so much and really feel sad for her.

When I see her, i always tell myself must live like her so happily n cheerful.....

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Merry Xmas~~~

yeah i am bac...n i noe tis post will be late but nvm ..i will just update abit ya...

finali finish my exam n my holidays was kinda short as my class start on next week d but still free lal till result cum out on february..

was kinda busy right after my exam as i went kl wf my family n den wf dear's family too n den went to singapore too wf my mummy n sis n also dear's family...

nw finali get to update abit my blog ya...yeah xmas is over d...n soon 2009 is gonna be over d...hmmmmm time reali flies n next year i will b 22years old d...but i havent even graduate yet

well..i gv myself a time is if by june next year i still cant pass my paper den i will start searching for job d cz basicaaly i onli left 1 more paper but i m prepared resit another paper was kinda stressed ya but hope everything will goes well for d new year 2010..!!!!!

actuali plan meet my gurls on last week but din get meet them,...sori sori ya...hope u gurls are free n let me noe ya...

oklal i will upload sum pics ya n till here...will update soonn kkk...
lastly hope everyone will hv a good year for d cuming 2010 n bless u all~~~~!!

Monday, October 26, 2009

i noe my blog wanna karat d but anyway if anyone tt reading my blog...patience ya coz i wont b blogging for quite a long time coz my exam is cumin soon n november will be my revision month so hv to gambateh for dec exam d....

will meet up wf u gurls after my exam exam finish on d 15th of dec..

yeah i noe still hv 1 month more but due to d classes i need to attend n amount of notes i need reali driving me crazy..

especiali when i dun even noes wats d lecturer been teaching after 4month of lesson wf like i been self studying...ahaha..oklal till here ya..miss u all so muchie~~~!!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

HapPy ANniverdary~~~

its been 7years we had been 2gther..yesh its on 13th october...s very special day for US~~~~

hopefuli everything goes smoothly for us n just wan tell u dear tt thanx for everything u hv gav me n love u 4eva ya~~~~!!!muakie~~~!!!

SeRa Bday~~~

i noe its abit late to update ya coz was reali busy wf classes coz havin extra classes too...
well..last sat sera was havin her bday party at her house but i din make it coz classes till at nites but meet up wf them on her actual bday at moet~~!!!yeah it was reali dun coz so long i din meet them started to tok craps again..haha

miss my gurls so so much~~~!!!hoping to c them sOOn~~~yeah n ah lai gv me bac my precious pencil case...ahaha..oklal onli took few pics so dun say i din update d ar~~~