Its all aBoUt Me & Loves One

Hmmmm....another 1week plus will be Chinese New Year and also Valentine's Day that falls on the same day as CNY...and this year will be a very special year for dear as his birthday was on valentine's day too...
So actually every year will be a very special celebration between us but this year even more special as it falls on the 1st day of CNY....

Was really busy with my research project so don;t have the time to get something nice for him as i really don't know what to buy for him...hehe...saturday will be meeting my mentor to show him my half done research and i hope i won't let him scold or nag..

Well,time really passes so fast and me and him will be celebrating our 7years 4months anniversary together...actually i have gone through so much things with him that I always tell myself I will stay stronger and happier for what i have been gone through..it is not easy for him to stand by me all the time when i need him and bear with all my nonsence and bad temper..seriously I know that my temper has been getting worse for this few months...i know was going on with me...and i had sleepless nights for this few weeks...

Every nights,i just cant sleep and always wait till 2sumthin am only i will fall asleep...gosh..it is really killing me if I every night like this...perhaps I am worrying too much on unnessary things...

I was worrying my results...I know my friends always tell me i can do it and really thanks to all my loved one that truly care for me and i will always love you all...!!!

Anyway I shall get back to my research already...well..I will update real soon if you guys always reading my blog ya...tag me if u all miss me...!!!muakies!!!

Touching Poem...

well..i don't know whether anyone of you are reading my blog but i read this poem from the website and i felt is really very touching and hope to share with you guys as it really tells out how i feel when I lost my daddy n grandma..perhaps this is what they wish to tell me after they left me...



I Want You To Know


A brief moment of darkness
was all that I knew,
before Heaven's Gate
came into my view.

Loved ones and friends
I had missed for many years,
welcomed me with open arms
and many happy tears.

All the hurt, fear and pain
that I have ever known,
is gone from my life,
I am finally home.

I gazed upon the Lord's
sweet smiling face,
and for the first time in my life
I knew and felt His grace.

I know that you miss me,
but please dry your eyes.
I will always be watching and loving you
from my home in the sky.

A cool breeze on your face,
a touch of light rain,
I will send as a reminder
that we will be reunited again.

Life on earth is but one
brief moment in time,
I am finally home,
Eternity is mine.